Circle 3: inner________outer
Spiderweb for shelter | Some spiders, leaving their home, pull the thinnest thread along with them, which allows them to quickly find, if necessary, the way back to the shelter. Some spiderwebs can reach a diameter of a couple of meters, and their strength can support the weight of a human. What if the thread is suddenly gone and a spider lost its shelter?
A thread that led me back to you was lost
As thread that led me back to me
A thread that held my childly body
Broke under the weight of
soul and memories and tears
breaking with it
a childly body
could not hold this weight,
now gone with thread
The day I opened eyes to see
the pieces of the shelter,
lost,
I could not see myself apart of it
I searched for every piece
to build it up again,
The ashes
did not give me warmth
The shelter lost,
the shelter
holding childly body,
the thread
leading me back to you
The Sister
who was sleeping in that shelter calmly
Had tried to find that pieces,
bring inside
The Sister
saw reflection in that pieces
The Sister
did not recognize there you
And so we went
on journey
searching for the pieces
looking for your footsteps
following your trace
And once we found all pieces in the ashes
we understood
The shelter lost,
The shelter burned
The shelter, burned with you
And we continued journey
following the shadow
searching for The Creator
who will build a shelter
from shadow left
from pieces gathered
ashes burned
* * *
Are you The Creator?
No, She answered, no
But I did bring you something
News about your shelter
That was never burned
As burned can not be something
that was never there
But did bring you something
News about your shelter
You were searching wrongly
Following the flame
that was no more in ashes
But I did bring you something
News about the shelter
That is never found
That is not built from ashes
Pieces brought together
Now, that you have all the pieces
You might need some wood
Ashes never burn
Ashes never warm
O, I did bring you something
News about the shelter
It was always with you
Turn it inside out